I don’t know how to write this and it will probably sound very soppy but I really can’t help it.
I think I’m falling in love and it frustrates me. Not because I don’t want to, but because I don’t really know her. Even though things are looking fine at the moment and I find her very attractive and intelligent, I still feel there is so much to learn about her and I am afraid that I have cooked up this image of her that won’t stand up to reality. I am also afraid of talking too much about it, in case it amounts to nothing and people will ask me for weeks what happened.
The next thing is that I find myself thinking of her, thinking of how we will be together, what things will be like, and the only thing I know, is that no matter how it turns out, it will never be like you imagine it. Yet, at this moment, I cannot help it. I can’t stop myself from doing it, it’s not that easy. I’m very glad that this will be a busy day with little time to stop and think. I will not have the time to think about her and tomorrow, I will call her and see if she’s available to do… something (can’t think of what right now).
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