I want change.
I feel like I’m stuck in a rut. I still wish I could undo the past twelve months of my life.
I feel like there’s things I can never talk about because people change the subject and don’t want to listen. It’s as if they can’t see how I feel about things and that trying to get this off my chest matters. I presume I have to do as I’ve done before. Pick myself up and implement a change all by myself.